I'm so sorry to see you here. I hope you get better soon. and to everyone who just got lost on their way to somewhere else - better leave, this blog may be triggering.

I'm not promoting any kind of eating disorder.

THIS IS JUST A SIDE BLOG, check my links to go see my main



No, no, no you cannot do that

You can’t pull me into the center of your universe

Then let me fall all the way back down to earth by myself

" Some names will always taste bitter. "

Tbh I’m scared about six weeks without a plan, without rules and things that need to be done, without going to school. I’d like to just skip those six weeks and go on with how it is now - I can’t handle being on my own without any strict procedure.

Things to change while six weeks vacations:
- get my hair dyed
- lose weight (at least 5kg)
- start the detox tea diet again (more like bringing it to an end)
- do sports
- find a new flat
- find someone who can pretend to love me better than he did

I can’t wait for vacations to start so I can start all over again and come back as a new me